Random Kiss

Before we gossip about my title (as if someone's reading my post), let me explain. Defensive ako eh :))) The title is intended for my blogspot, random posting is what I mean ;) So there ;) I realized that my last post was the last day of my sem break. Things got a little crazy and busy in school, so I had to to prioritize. It's not like I abandoned blogspot or something, duh? This is the only site where I can post random shit and no one would care :)

Anyway, I caaaaaan't effin' sleep :| UGH. To think that I didn't sleep last night because I was doing my results and conclusion part on our thesis. Here's a proof of how things got really crazy, I print screened my desktop today, taking out all stuff that wasn't there before school got busy, and another picture of what's happening

This is how my desktop looks at the start of 2011

And this is how it looks like now...

(Stop staring at Adam Levine NOW!!! HAHAHAHA and I hope Gekie will not kill me if she saw her picture, good thing K doesn't have a skype pic)

Plus I'm wearing my pink glasses, which I only use for protection in my eyes when I use the computer for a really really long time :| (2 days of not shutting down, it's good if you're having fun that's why you're not getting off the computer, but on my part OH GOD, doing school stuffs all day, all night, and I guess I'm doing it even in my dreams)

I was thinking a lot of things lately, mostly about school stuffs, like when will I start Media Law paper so I can finish it before the 21st, when will I call a meeting for film group, will thesis get approved tom? Oh god. I was thinking, how can thesis and film class make watching movie such a hard thing to do. Things like that, but also things like my-goal-right-now-is-to-graduate-then-what? comes into mind, or things like I miss having people, or things like, I think I'll be a jealous byotch when I already have a significant other, or thinking about people I'm so close right now, and I know after a while or after college we won't stay in touch. Just like any others.

The thing is that, I'm really sleepy, and I try to close my eyes... and then after a while, reach out for the power button of my lappy tah-dah, online again. I mean why? Kanina I saw a post on tumblr saying "once we had our characteristics, now we have symptoms. as medical practice becomes commercialized, our emotions become medicalized". Sounds true to me, I mean no offense to the pysch world or any related area, but I think there are things or feelings or emotions that we have to leave without answer. Rhetorical questions, I guess.

Hmm... actually right now, I'm thinking of how my friend can still be friends with that byotch girl! HAHAHAHA, sorry that was mean. And I'm thinking,bakit andaming taong gusto ng free ride? I mean, in life you can't always have everything free, you have to do your part (talking about everything in life ...and yeah thesis) Nevermind.

I can mention more things that's going around my crazy mind... but mostly I'm thinking of what's in store for me, tomorrow?

"I don’t want to go to sleep alone tonight. I’m afraid of what will haunt me in my sleep. I need someone to protect me."

-lumosmaxima-nox

SEMBREAK DAY23-24

Okay, sinadya ko talaga na magkasama sila kasi... nagSIMS 3 lang ako forever! Tamang way para ispend ang last days of my LAST sembreak.

Natapos ko ang sembreak blogs... na may halong katamaran :))

I need to sleep, school starts tom... or maybe I'll play Sims again =))

BYE!

I'll post something about sembreak maybe... tomorrow?

SEMBREAK DAY22

Hmmm... SUNDAY :)

Today, mej busy ako.

BAHAY
I woke up ng mga 7.30AM sa relo naming 30 minutes advance, nagmamadali pa ko kasi 9AM kami magkikita kita sa Monumento bilang binyag ni Khloe dear :) at NINANG ako! WAHAHAHAHA :)) Ansaya lang, bakit ba?! HAHAHA

MONUMENTO STATION
Narealize ko ang hina ko talaga sa directions, kapag tinuturo lang, mavisual kasi ako eh, kelangan puntahan muna natin tapos nun alam ko na, hindi yung tinuro lang. Kaya kanina buti na lang nakita ako ni Mayel pagbaba ko sa station, kung hindi... deads =))))))))) Ewan ko kung san ako pupulutin, andami pa namang tao.

SAN JOSE PARISH

11AM yung binyag, bilang late kami sympre hindi kami 9AM nagkita kita, kunwari lang yun, so 10.45AM na kami dumating sa Church, oh but no ang pasaway na mommy Dots, wala pa! At si ate mong commentator, galit na! HAHAHAHA, pero nakakatawa sya magalit, yung tipong halata mong asar sya pero poker face. Baaaasta, at paulit ulit pa sya.

RECEPTION

Sympre todo kain kami, bilang takaw-tingin, nahirapan na naman ako ubusin yung kinuha ko. Ansaya lang. Kwento, kain, kulitin si Khloe, tawa (at ulitin ang nabanggit simula sa simula).

DENTIST

After reception, nag-LRT na kami, sa Tayuman ako bumaba with Pau, sya pauwing dorm, ako papuntang dentist! Nakakaloka talaga, sobrang daming pasyente ni Dra.!!! 3.45PM ako dumating dun, at sa list number 29 pa ko, mga 5.30 na yata naadjust yung braces ko! Napagod ako ng bongga

MASS

Well... ito ang bagay na hindi ko yata katatamaran (pero may times, at ipinagkumpesal ko na yun), hindi pa tapos ang Sunday kung hindi kami magmass ng 8PM! :)

As of the moment, katatapos ko lang kumain, nagsusulat nito habang nanonood ng Great Migrations sa Nat Geo. AYOS? :>

PS.

 

Galing talaga: Great Migrations ng Nat Geo! :)
From Google Images yung photo (as usual), I would like to get their FB photo for great migrations sana kaso hindi ko makita sa Google. Plus gusto ko manalooooo, kaso... anong shot ang isasubmit ko? Wala akong shot na worthy for Nat Geo, sobrang galing nung mga photos na kasali


P.P.S
Sana may picture akong hawak nung event kanina, kaso na kay Dots lahat, ipost ko if meron na. And na-touch ako sa SMS niya, sana hindi sya magalit na nasa world wide web ang msg niya...

"Mhe, thank you sa pagpunta. super blooming ka. Sana tumaba ka na talaga. If you want, get some of my taba. Haha. (private-stuff-I-can't-write-here) Mamimiss kita. :( ang dami kong wishes for you pero contradicting. Basta (same-private-stuff), magkita muna tayo. Ok? I love you"

Goodnight :)

SEMBREAK DAY21

Absent na naman ako kahapon. Saksakan talaga ko ng tamad. Siguro nung nagpasabog ang Diyos ng kasipagan, himbing ang tulog ko. Haaaay...

Anyway, naalala ko naman kahapon magsulat, nung patulog na ko kaso naisip ko, "ANONG IKEKWENTO KO?" Ang sagot? "WALA". So, natulog na ko.

Actually, wala yata talaga kong matinong ginawa kahapon, naggrocery lang kami ni Kaye, and I spent all the remaining hours in my bed, o kaya sa kusina :> Fresh from Batangas, so petiks lang ako. Ayun lang

...Plus, I stopped watching the news. Nakakapanghina ng loob eh, ipagdadasal ko na lang ang buong mundo. AMEN.

SEMBREAK DAY20

HOME SWEET HOME :)

Okay Goodnight. Toodles!

SEMBREAK DAY13-19

WENT TO BATANGAS.
NO/LOW INTERNET CONNECTION/SIGNAL
HAD FUN♥♥♥

Gaaaaad. Why am I so tamad to do this? =)) I'll do this again tomorrow :)

SEMBREAK DAY12

I'm sorry for being tamad. At napakadragging ng blog ko. It's been like ilang days na kong tamad? 12? HAHAHAHA Anyway, nothing's new today. Usual stuff. Same shit. Except things make me real sad today. Just that. Yuck, drama :))

It's just that you try to get past what happened before. And you try to do good now, but the past keeps haunting you. And you look back, and asks yourself, "What happened?" Cause seriously, I don't fucking know what happened! I just try to fix it, and there's no way I can now. And and and... nothing. Nothing's the same. FML. And I want things back, cause I don't know why I lost them, I want to change things, but it just can't and I want to just move on, go forward, do good. But potangina, ano na?! Pabalik balik lang. Taena. And what's stuck in your head is that it's all my fault, because I didn't know what happened, cause I just let things happen, I didn't utter one word, or lift a hand to express something, I just let those times past, and now I can't change them. Believe me, this is not just one scenario, this is about life in general. I saw this post on tumblr, and it just made me cry...

"You know that feeling? When you’re just waiting. Waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong. But nothing is right either. And you’re tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. And you just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay. But no one’s going to be there. And you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you’re tired of waiting. Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong. And for once, you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won’t be. But you’re still hoping. And you’re still wishing. And you’re still staying strong and fighting, with tears in your eyes. You’re fighting." -from someone on tumblr

Goodnight. I'm sorry for being a drama queen. I didn't mean to.