My bestfriend page has been idle for quite a while right now, it's been, like what, a month since I last posted something in here or even opened it. And the last time I opened this page, I just answered an anonymous someone who left a comment in my box.
I stared for quite sometime in the tab of my browser named "STARMHE" and clicked it after a long while. Read all my past blogs, I made progress I can say, then ... I don't know. I just don't want to write. Or I want to, but I can't. Seriously, I don't know.
I've been quite busy for quite sometime now and now all I want is to be more busy, to not notice everything. And I can't write. And what I'm doing now is not blogging or writing. I can consider this as mere words that was put together to form nonsense sentences. I have to write right. Blog like an eager beaver. Notice something cause I'm human. Live cause this is life. It sucks. It does. And it's not right and I don't want to talk to anybody right now. No one could make me feel better, cause this is me having my worst mood, and mind you, if there is a word worse than worst, I'm going there. The point is I want to be worse than worst so I can feel that I have to be good, better, to be the best.
What I realized, I still want to be that clumsy whatsoever blogger. Cause I was the better me then, I like being clumsy, that's who I am.
I don't have a point. And I'm not making one.
And this is a trash to keep me on track.
So one day I can have a comeback.
But for today, I have to say "till I'm better blogspot!"
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Try to take advantage of this blogging thing. It is one of those gift or should I say "domain" where we can be with our true selves. Though they said that 50% of what some bloggers are writing in their blogs are pure lies, but the thing is, we try to write for others more than to ourselves. sometimes a blog was creted for just a particular person hoping that she or he may have read it. But anyway more than anything else, use it as a source for your writing excercises and improve your creativity. Good luck and hope to hear more from you.
ReplyDeleteJust be careful with the spammers though ;)
hmmm, I knowww youuuu! I think :)))
ReplyDeleteI'll be back with my writing in time :)
Of course you don't know me. I just stumble upon your blog and became a regular follower of yours. :^)
ReplyDeleteanyways, just keep on entertaining...
seriously? i don't know you? SERIOUSLY?
ReplyDeleteand I'm not good in entertaining, I'm not a people person :))